Words, Dancing on My Skin
Her head was slightly tilted and her cigarette dangled from the corner of her mouth. She placed her ear close to the cool, green rind of a watermelon and knocked. She caught me staring.
Anthony De Sa
Writer/Mentor 2009

Her head was slightly tilted and her cigarette dangled from the corner of her mouth. She placed her ear close to the cool, green rind of a watermelon and knocked. She caught me staring.
Writer/Mentor 2009
There was a time at Dufferin station when the black / lines that ridged that mud pigeon’s wings reminded me of wound / stripes on a war uniform...
Emerging Voice 2009
I didn’t realize how big Toronto was until my dad dragged me along on his missions. He’d load me up with toys and candy and tell me to keep my arm inside the opened window.
Emerging Voice 2009
Clara’s well into her thirties now, but she can hoof it enough for the chorus line, and hold a tune if it’s catchy. It’s her first season touring with Sam T. Jack’s Creoles, “the pre-eminent terpsichorean diversions of the day in the Afro-American line.”
Writer/Mentor 2009
my stare / goes from the plate / to the dainty language on the menu Golden Baskets, a tiny quintet / of brittle pastry shells...
Emerging Voice 2009
Amba sits alone in her brother’s small basement rental, warming her hands around a cup of tea. Bars of weak sunlight dip in through the window, painting stripes on the vinyl flooring and over the pile of laundry she has gathered.
Emerging Voice 2009
As soon as I saw him leaning up against the tent’s support wires, his shoulders hunched to keep the rain out of his collar, I knew he’d be the photograph that would make the cover that month.
Emerging Voice 2009
cold weather birds / redouble efforts, / wrenching / invisible crumbs / from dirty ice...
Emerging Voice 2009
Eva had light brown skin that was as smooth and glossy as polished stone. Carol always wondered how it was that skin could be so smooth—and so soft. Eva’s skin smelled of soap and Nivea.
Emerging Voice 2009
Weekends without her son are lonely ones, and Linea fills them up with her have-to list. Today is one of those days, and she finds herself heading downtown to visit a co-worker who’s recently had her second child, a girl. Linea goes early, to avoid the inevitable jostling on the Dundas streetcar.
Emerging Voice 2009
Cranston woke into a bougainvillea-petalled morning, a rosy-fingered dawn of a morning. Soft, pinkish sunlight was streaming its way down from the bedroom skylight, his husband Sir Maracle was sprawled and snoring gently beside him, and Rose of Sharon was crouched on his chest, eyes closed in bliss, the low, vibrating hum of her purring making sleepy syncopation with Sir Maracle’s snores.
Writer/Mentor 2009
Rafiq Latif, handcuffed and his eyes glistening with tears, stood at the front door of his parents’ townhouse with Police Sergeant Robert Jennings. He turned to his mother, Ruksana, and muttered in muted anger, “Ammi, I did nothing wrong.”
Emerging Voice 2009
“We’re going back to Barbados,” my mother announces. She says this as she stands in her kitchen, wearing beige capris, black t-shirt and slippers. She is suburbia incarnate. She says it surrounded by dishes my dad has dirtied but refused to wash.
Emerging Voice 2009
The news of your birth disturbed and excited the city. For weeks afterward, the grainy surveillance featured on local and national news broadcasts. A still from the footage appeared on the front page of The Globe and Mail and on posters displayed in post offices, subway stations and grocery stores.
Emerging Voice 2009
It’s spring. The sparrow dies instantly. Quick / bang, the streetcar suspended. Small black / body. You can still see white, speckled, small / grains of rice across the back, twittering youth...
Emerging Voice 2009
On a Saturday morning Mulla Jamaluddin was explaining a dakhila, an example, to his young pupils in a classroom in the grand new Salam-e-din Mosque in Toronto’s Rosecliffe Park neighbourhood.
Writer/Mentor 2009
Daddy tears at the Styrofoam cup, making snowflakes. I stare out the window at the real snow, longing for the bite against my cheeks. “How have you been sleeping?” he asks.
Emerging Voice 2009
After I spent the summer working at a bookstore on Queen Street, my return to York University, for my third year, filled me with dismay. The university’s hideous grey buildings were scattered about a windswept landscape and reminded me of large boulders that a glacier had abandoned as it drew back.
Writer/Mentor 2005, 2009
I was surprised but not shocked when my Aunt Milda began to see her dead son up on the telephone pole outside her window in the mornings. At her age, anything was possible. I had to do something, and not just for her sake. As her tenant, I had everything to lose if she was carted off to a seniors’ residence.
Writer/Mentor 2008
At the beginning of spring, our family visits the cemetery. “Qing Ming is the time when Chinese families pay their respects to the ancestors in the spirit world,” Mama explains.
Emerging Voice 2008
And he, Larry, could see for a moment Molly’s Diner where he’d eaten the last time they’d turned him out of 54 Division...
Writer/Mentor 2008
My son is late. A few nurses have passed by my room since he called this morning, and a little while ago a shady white apron holding a folder and a pen stood still as I opened my eyes: another one of those modern healers, levitating at the edge of my sheet, checking off boxes on a piece of paper, assessing charts and tonsils before sending me back home.
Commissioned Writer 2008
Keep holding me like this / and help me untie my birth language / my first language / steeped in bruises, knotted up in a child’s still body...
Emerging Voice 2008
When I phone my mother, Blanche Ruth Jamieson Moses, born in 1924, to wish her a happy birthday, she challenges me.
Writer/Mentor 2008
Maybe the one thing people should know about me is that I hate my house.
Commissioned Writer 2008
The household is in a state of chaos. My mother rushes around the kitchen grabbing tin foil, plastic wrap and lunch bags for the aloo-chutney sandwiches spread in rows on the kitchen table.
Emerging Voice 2008
Dear God, / could you move the sun? ...
Emerging Voice 2008
another night on the 504 / while away the time watching / the sidewalk crawl beside me...
Emerging Voice 2008
There is a hum. Surrounding me Toronto respires. It gapes. Gap toothed to the world. I imagine a yawning crater sucking anything that isn’t nailed down into itself. Feeding. Feeding off the teaming life scurrying at its feet. Feeding off me.
Emerging Voice 2008
Bird shit falls on my face and I want to cry, because before this I have always liked pigeons. They look really cute in pictures and on TV, but I guess photographers and moviemakers don’t like capturing them scrounging and shitting.
Emerging Voice 2008
Was she thinking: grief / is a letter you mail to yourself // once the turnstile’s been turned / at the subway station // x number of times...
Emerging Voice 2008
“Neil, what you studying in school, boy? Interracial marriages?” my mom asked. “International relations,” I said. Suddenly I was slurping down the rest of my coffee in a rush to get out.
Emerging Voice 2008
Sultan Uncle placed several glossy brochures in front of Arif and Meena. “I recommend this one.” He tapped the brochure for the Tree Tops Lodge & Resort. “Top class luxury. It will be the ultimate safari. Of course you can also try the Serena. Can’t go wrong there either. After all the Imam owns that one.”
Writer/Mentor 2008
I woke up on the morning of my twelfth birthday and immediately wished I hadn’t. It was almost ten and the house had that deathly Sunday stillness. I went to the washroom, peed, wiped the seat clean of the yellow drops and flushed the toilet—all as mum had trained me to do.
Emerging Voice 2008
the smell of garbage is the air I breathe / a man’s shadow haunts the place I call home...
Commissioned Writer 2008
Mo cannot take Fridays off. As a result he finds himself praying in the eastbound streetcar on his way to work. He assumes the appropriate position—as if holding the Qu’ran in hand—and enters a meditative state of worship, mumbling to himself at points where he usually sings when in the privacy of his own room.
Emerging Voice 2007
“Miss?” His hand closes on my forearm. “You got time to help an old man?” It takes me a second to see it—his eyes are useless. “Miss?” How can he tell I’m not a missus, a ma’am? Can they smell that deep?
Mentor/Writer 2007
I must love you quietly, embarrassed / by your unwieldy desolate sprawl, your cold heart / and shameless lack of fashion sense ...
Emerging Voice 2007
In our fifth roadside motel room Alice is standing in front of the mirror examining her face carefully. She is wearing nothing more than a pair of white knee socks with a tiny lavender bow stitched just above the back of each slender cotton calf.
Emerging Voice 2007
She was very pretty, the girl. Pity how thin her lips were. That was Tara’s first impression. The door to the basement opened and for a moment, the dull racket of the party yawned alive.
Emerging Voice 2007
I could lose you, but I haven’t so far. / I might amuse you, but I daren’t, so far...
Writer/Mentor 2007
Atlas sits on the loading dock / filled with tatters, stocky, broken, / open topped, the trash within / all that’s known of business past...
Emerging Voice 2007
Tony Wong smiled back at the waitress in the doughnut shop, took one final drag of his cigarette, then mashed the butt into the ash tray. He picked up his mug of coffee and gulped down the last mouthful before nodding goodbye to the still smiling waitress.
Writer/Mentor 2007
It was when JD suffered a second stroke that matters came to a head in the Meerchand household. There was no way Birla could continue nursing him around the clock when she was getting frail herself. He would have to go into a nursing home.
Emerging Voice 2007
Orphaned, around the world you sail / your ship of hope, a blackened scow / men muttering in darkness, babies wail...
Emerging Voice 2007
Connie cries for hours, the tears welling up. She’s an endless fountain and the words that I offer are not the least bit effective in making her stop. I feel like I am really not here while she is doing this: breaking up and down.
Emerging Voice 2007
Blue pants, white stripes, / trace portable tattoos / into the fertile land of a teacher’s psyche...
Emerging Writer 2007
Sharmila sat still in a corner seat on the subway. She was on her way home from downtown. The officials in their shining towers had summoned her for a hearing after she had missed two citizenship tests in a row. She had expected to find herself before a judge.
Emerging Voice 2007
Zoe had learned long ago that it was unwise to voice her thoughts about weddings. After all, who would listen to a woman who never dreamed of being the bride? As a girl, she often played wedding with the neighbourhood children. The others always fought for the same roles—bride, parents of the bride, flower girl or organist. Zoe only ever wanted to be the priest.
Emerging Voice 2007
My friend, my friend, I cannot stop the rain. I cannot catch your grey clouds in the cup of my palm and prevent the murky drops from seeping through the ridges of my hand. I cannot turn back time to foreshadow what has happened.
Emerging Voice 2007
Dennis Hanley had used up three of his four weeks at the institute, a small salmon-coloured building on University Avenue’s hospital row. His Worker’s Comp had paid for the first two weeks, and his parents were paying for the other two.
Writer/Mentor 2007
Ella can’t be bought with Cracker Jacks and Coke. Itching in her woollen tights and longing to peel them off, unbuckle her Lady Oxfords and throw the whole lot of Sunday clothes down down down on the conductor’s head, she refuses to touch Mother’s peace offerings.
Writer/Mentor 2006
“Red dilled tomatoes for breakfast?” My grandfather’s head hovered over the opening of a large glass pickling jar as he inhaled his favourite Russian delicacy. Dilled green tomatoes were normal, but red seemed to me to be eccentric.
Emerging Voice 2006
Rosa knows Teresa is the pretty one: she has more problems. Today it’s the bath. Water running, Rosa knows Teresa will be pouring in some of the red bubble bath that smells like raspberries her sister always finds enough money for when it’s on sale.
Writer/Mentor 2006
Huff, huff, huff, huff. Candice ran as fast as she could toward a TTC bus approaching a shelter in the distance. She ran past Chanaman Roti Stand, the Rastas pausing their meal of corn bread and pepper sauce to watch her whiz by.
Emerging Voice 2006
Amal stands in front of the gymnasium, / she doesn’t fidget, she stands straight. // Jeremy hisses, Why does your cousin always have to sing?...
Emerging Voice 2006
The guy in the tight, black Speedo / (shine over the crotch) / is ready to dive; // another Russian Jew, / new to the community pool, / unsure of how to say “Make way!,” / makes his announcement nonetheless / cannonball style...
Emerging Voice 2006
It was the first time I’d sat down with Frank since moving out five years earlier. More might have passed were it not for Yuri killing himself. I recall thinking spring was the season I would’ve chosen, too.
Writer/Mentor 2006
Every morning, before school, Riyaz spent at least an hour packaging parathas. She had learned the process quickly, not long after moving to Toronto to live with her mother’s eldest sister.
Emerging Voice 2006
Dear friend, I am indeed thrilled I’ve finally found a friend I can write to, if not talk to. I hope that you don’t mind if I number my letters to keep track of them easily. I trust this letter will find you well. I’m OK too. People say that life isn’t perfect, but I have to admit that I’m really fine
Emerging Voice 2006
—“Ow...yo, that hurt.” A young woman jams her elbow into my chest shoving me out of her space. Her distracted exit from a department store propels her small pod of friends askew.
Emerging Voice 2006
A blown kiss floats above the ocean, lingers / dreamt, a thumbprint stamped / from nectarines with fuzz of peach and stubble of / face, lobe of ear, grazed, / bitten gently...
Emerging Voice 2006
yes, this places still exists in winter, / although reduced ferry service and / a wind that rattles the bones / of the skeletal trees lining the beach / certainly make it less accessible...
Emerging Voice 2006
I found her in literature only once, hiding in Salman Rushdie’s short-story The Courter. London, 1962, an Indian nanny walking down a street in Kensington with the edge of her “red-hemmed white sari” in hand.
Commissioned Writer 2006
The father, his wife and two children are standing in the basement when the bird flies in. It must have come in through the chimney.
Emerging Writer 2006
There was no need to open my eyes to tell the difference; all I needed to do was breathe. One slow inhalation of air held in my body as long as possible.
Emerging Voice 2006
In the summer of 1977, almost a year after Elvis’s death, I met my father for the first time. While many were still mourning the passing of “the King,” in Toronto, we were preparing for a party that promised to be hotter than the record temperatures that divided the city into those who loved the heat and those who didn’t.
Emerging Voice 2006
Every time Billy Bilkim Costanza entered the antique shop where I worked, he would find some excuse to say, “The mountain still calling me, boy. The voice in my ears might change but the message always remains the same. Always the same.”
Writer/Mentor 2006
“Some businessmen” was the way Skinny Zyama had described the two gangsters from New Jersey. —You want me there for a meeting with businessmen? Kostya had asked.
Writer/Mentor 2005
Time is the roman numbered clock at Union Station. The one that I ask you to meet me at the first time / —the one you can’t picture in your mind but find anyway...
Emerging Voice 2005
In a city where the Za’atar is fake, / We are a genuine family / But not complete...
Emerging Voice 2005
Miss Katie and the vacuum cleaner are engaged in their usual struggle. They are evenly matched in size for Katie is small for her age and the vacuum cleaner is a huge old monster, heavy and own-way.
Writer/Mentor 2005
They see Emma, their mother, every weekend. They play tennis for an hour at the Mayfair Club on Chesswood Street—an hour that is increasingly an indirect and merciless measure of their age—and then they see Emma.
Emerging Voice 2005
Sharda takes her time entering the water. She sets her modestly exposed brown bottom on the cold white tiles lining the edge of the indoor pool. Blinding shafts of light bear down through tall windows.
Emerging Voice 2005
He was washing the windows when I came in: a brown stick with big eyes and a ’fro on a ladder, wiping the glass with one hand and continually hiking his pants up with the other.
Writer/Mentor 2005
for eight months, i shifted / swayed in weekly motion / left union station expectant & wondrous...
Emerging Voice 2005
toronto is / amsterdam / adrift at sea...
Emerging Voice 2005
She doesn’t remember the exact date, only that it was a weeknight, early spring, 1983; it was dark outside. She closed the door and locked it.
Writer/Mentor 2005
When Bing Hum got home late that evening from Harris, Smythe & Hum LLP, he found his fifteen-year-old daughter watching a movie-of-the-week that starred Lucy Liu in yet another of her “Asian slut” roles.
Emerging Voice 2005
I wake up, body splayed across the mattress in a starburst. Sunlight. Then rain. Then resurrected sunlight. The men on a neighbouring roof are hammering sadistically out of time.
Emerging Voice 2005
parts of Italy were intact, / like ways of looking at the snow. / it was in the eyes, the Tuscan light, / the way it made the snow explode...
Writer/Mentor 2005
When I found out that Julia Orpana was organizing our school dance, I knew I had to be there. I asked my friend John Kelly if he’d go with me.
Writer/Mentor 2005
Despina woke up and poured herself a cup of coffee so weak it looked like tea. Incapable of doing anything leisurely, she guzzled it back and looked over her shoulder.
Emerging Voice 2005
Sometimes, especially after a harsh, long Canadian winter, it seems as though spring will never come, that it has frozen to death somewhere deep in the ground, buried inside an eternal shroud of glittering ice.
Emerging Voice 2005
One morning, a year after my family’s arrival in Canada, I stood in our basement, looking at my reflection in the mirror.
Writer/Mentor 2005, 2009