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Book 1

Vanishing Father

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When Bing Hum got home late that evening from Harris, Smythe & Hum LLP, he found his fifteen-year-old daughter watching a movie-of-the-week that starred Lucy Liu in yet another of her “Asian slut” roles. Frozen in the doorway of Jade’s bedroom, he stared at the flat-screen TV screen where Lucy Liu, worse than nude in a half-bra, garter belt and stockings, lap-danced for a hairy-chested maintenance worker, her pinecone breasts thrust forward, her long waist undulating like the belly of a serpent.

Bing stood there, a bag of takeout Thai from Golden Mango dangling from his fingertips. For an instant, he wanted to barge in and shut off the TV.

“Jade.” He spoke to the back of her head. The volume from the TV was deafening and she was sprawled on the floor, her chin resting on her palms. A laptop, textbooks and a highliter littered the rug. His custody agreement gave him Jade one week out of every two, but whenever he saw her now, she seemed a little taller than before. In her volleyball sweats, her legs looked almost as long as her bed.

Published in TOK: Writing the New Toronto, Book 1. Purchase the book to read the full piece.

Home aka Snap Shots

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She doesn’t remember the exact date, only that it was a weeknight, early spring, 1983; it was dark outside. She closed the door and locked it. Turned around and quickly checked the windows across the street. Walked a block carrying her baby and a small valise. Hailed a cab.

For two straight weeks she had burned evidence in the Godin and on the stove, delivered the ash to the toilet, and flushed it down. The house was clean of evidence, but the reek of smoke was telling enough.

This smell is the only reminiscence of her home when she tries to remember it in later years. There will be times when she wishes her home was licked by a magnificent fire, a fire that wrapped around the whole thing, crumpled walls in a mad waltz of flames, transformed the people inside into the same magnificent fire.

Half-burned hastily by the timid flames of a gas burner, drowned in a toilet bowl shouldn’t be anyone’s fate.

Published in TOK: Writing the New Toronto, Book 1. Purchase the book to read the full piece.

Toronto locations referenced in this piece

“She loves the intersection of Bloor and High Park. The four of them spend the first two months as guests of a young couple, in a junior one-bedroom, in the grey, squat building . . . ” —Bloor and High Park

Globetrotter

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toronto is
amsterdam
adrift at sea

it breathes the open atlantic
where lines and angles blur
and bend into mist

toronto is
prague
without her anchoring of

narrow streets   narrow sky
and
virgin-tight apartment blocks

it is london long-jumping
her imperial shadows
trafalgar-ing into space . . . 
Published in TOK: Writing the New Toronto, Book 1. Purchase the book to read the full piece.

union

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for eight months, i shifted
swayed in weekly motion
left union station
expectant & wondrous
entered kingston
still stretching away
the slumber of deep morning—
the train knocking its rhythmic time
upon my restful cheek

(i am happiest when moving) . . . 
Published in TOK: Writing the New Toronto, Book 1. Purchase the book to read the full piece.

Remembering Max

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He was washing the windows when I came in: a brown stick with big eyes and a ’fro on a ladder, wiping the glass with one hand and continually hiking his pants up with the other. I stood on the sidewalk beneath him for a moment, both of us under the Café Americano awning, which promised “Tropical Food.” I looked up at him and he looked at me, dripping sponge in hand. “Hi,” I said. He worried his lower lip with his upper teeth a bit, and blinked. “Doing the windows,” I said. He blinked again. We stared at each other a moment longer and then I said, “Well, carry on,” and went in.

Eva and Tony, co-owners and newly wed, were at the bar, deliberating over a catalogue. They looked up and sang out hello when I came in.

“Hey,” I said, instead of hi, because that was my style. “You hired somebody to do the windows? ”

“He just showed up,” Eva said. “His name’s Max.”

“Asked if there was anything he could do.”

“Oh.”

“We thought the windows could use a wash.” Tony looked to Eva and she nodded to support his assessment.

Published in TOK: Writing the New Toronto, Book 1. Purchase the book to read the full piece.

The Fast Lane

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Toronto, 1994

Sharda takes her time entering the water. She sets her modestly exposed brown bottom on the cold white tiles lining the edge of the indoor pool. Blinding shafts of light bear down through tall windows. The air is damp, heavy with the familiar odour of chlorine. Her legs sway gently in eddies of blue-green water and she listens to the steady splashing of the other swimmers. It embarrasses her, this persistent habit of trying to steal into the water, as if she can somehow evade the sudden chill that will shake her body before her flesh finally adapts. This timidity is more suited to the girl she was, a scrawny seven-year old running across the concrete deck of an outdoor pool at the tennis club in M’bale, Uganda. During hot afternoons in the equatorial sun, the water beckoned, cool as a promise. But she was hanging back, shivering dramatically until her father, exasperated, picked her up and, to her shrieking delight, threw her in.

Published in TOK: Writing the New Toronto, Book 1. Purchase the book to read the full piece.

Toronto locations referenced in this piece

“This pool, crowded tonight because of the weather, is in the Trinity Recreation Centre, a low, brick building surrounded by trees in a downtown park . . . ” —Trinity Bellwoods Park

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